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Wednesday, July 5 Decided to come online a moment to see if there's anyone online not hah. and yeah the usual few.. but not that many anymore. invisible mode? doesn't matter. wanted to look for some people bah but nah, no luck.anyway to you whom (or who? oops.) thought would catch you online and talk a while with ya. tried to fork out time to want to meet you but still couldn't make it on the last week of june... and owe you a meal since way before my camp, how ya doing..? I'm pretty sorry keep procastinating the meal. owe you one big big one.. drop me a sms or so let me know how you ok? and to you who say that i'm almost MIA. yeah la sort of already.. hope you've already start to gear up for the big 'A' okay. don't keep having the thought you're not starting. start to stop thinking so much and just start studying zhi dao ma? give me a call or what la. so long no hear your voice le also. hah.. take good care. and to many many others out there... i think i owe so many of you much of my time that.. aiyo i don't even dare to speak to some of you le. as it is now.. my life is not entirely gone.. just that i need some time to adjust to whatever i've now. i know not much explanation would help but.. yeah. just want to clear some air over here. and so i realise... this has been an issue since don't know when. nvm.. semester is starting. i'm gonna come online more i guess.. so i'll be back. i hope so. Heli Dont ask me why 1:12 AM |
Personal archives 2002.11 .: Thoughts :. I know i have to let you go.. Everyone tells me this is so... See, my life has stopped since You passed away Sometimes i can't bear it Even for one more day.. Thoughts of you consume me Every second of everyday I just want it back you know The way things used to be... In my life you held the key And now i have just your memory And though this is not enough for me This is how it has to be... I need to laugh again without feeling guilty You aren't here... I feel so alone & full of tear It's so terribly hard when all that's Left is tears... Mum, i wish you are here Just plainly listening to me... I promise to keep you safe Where you have always been of course In my heart, that's the place... |